I realized something the other day. A relationship I’ve been involved in for 25ish years has officially come to an end. I’m out of love. All that’s left is the bitterness. Ironically enough, it took an awful movie to make me fully realize my situation. Thank you “Brown Sugar.”
Now this travesty of a movie stars Sanaa Lathan as a magazine editor who starts all her interviews with “So, when did you fall in love with hip-hop?” Taye Diggs is the record producer who loves the music but hates the industry. Oh… and Mos Def is in it. You remember Mos Def? Possible the best modern MC walking the planet who has for all intents and purposes deliberately turned his back on a genre and a culture that stands in direct opposition to everything that makes him great. Sorry for the tangent. I know, “Brown Sugar” is a terrible movie. We’ve established that. Now bear with me.
Watching this awful movie, made me realize that I’ve fallen way out of love with hip-hop. I’m not even mad when people talk negatively about it. I don’t even try to defend it anymore. People call it homophobic and I nod. People say it denigrates women and I nod. People say it ruins our children and reluctantly… I nod. As a matter of fact, forget love… I don’t even like hip-hop anymore.
Is it ironic that I’m out of love at the same point where the “artists” who create hip-hop are more financially successful than ever? I don’t think so. Because despite all the money, no one is about anything anymore. There were always money hungry rappers, but despite Dame Dash’s mantra… no one needs “all the money.” Where are the guys with an agenda? Where are the guys giving back to their neighborhoods? Hell, forget Thanksgiving turkey give-aways, “hip-hop” now has enough money to fund hospitals, public housing, scholarship funds… where are those things?
I could just be an old man. I’ll give you that. But it doesn’t feel the same. Every artist should know the business side, but now hip-hop has more businessmen than it does artists. Everyone can break down a royalty rate, but no one cares about putting changes in their production or variation in their vocals.
And have I mentioned we’ve reached a new level of embarrassing ourselves in public?
Flavor Flav is banging his third season of skanks and making Chuck D ashamed they were ever in the same group.
MC Serch and the Ego Trip guys are satirizing the culture for fun and profit on VH1. And somewhere Kool Herc is holding his head in his hands and crying.
I say all that, but have to take a step back and say that I still enjoy some songs when I hear them. Rick Ross’ new single got me excited. But I no longer enjoy the music as part of a love for the greater culture that spawned it. Mostly because I don’t think that culture exists anymore. Hip-hop culture was born of a certain era. Unfortunately, I’m beginning to think that era is over.
There will be rappers I like in the future. There will be songs that I enjoy. I’ll see a new dance or hear a new hook and I’ll get an echo of the love I used to have. But just like bumping into an ex-girlfriend, those echoes will be more and more faint. It makes me a little sad to think that at some point hip-hop will be reduced to the equivalent of “you remember old girl… what was her name?”
April 14th, 2008 at 1:05 pm
Chris, I want to argue with you so badly, but I sympathize. You are entirely justified in falling out of love. Just the same, you have to admit that the love, while it was good, made you alot of what you are. You will never not be that kid who waxed cardboard in the garage to practice your backspins. In some sense, that experience must have improved your life.
Just like our relationships with people, our relationship with hip hop isn’t significant because of any expected longevity. It matters because it changes US in ways that will live long after they stop pressing vinyl. I’m always going to think battling is the best way to solve disputes and being clever and quick verbally is a special kind of power.
You’ve got to put in into perspective. Just like that first love that seemed SO crucial when we were younger, hip hop was our world at a time when we were just coming into our own. It was our first real taste of the possibilities in our own imaginations. It was intoxicating. Now, we all have priorities and realities that eclipse that first love. We’ve all sobered up, and , yes, we’ve gotten old. Now is the part where we look back at our youth and laugh at how seriously we took ourselves back then. The important thing is that we keep the part where we recognize the possibilities in our own imaginations. That spark can happen again, with some other culture, genre, or love.
Like Slim Kid Tre said, “You know there’s otha fish in the sea, that is…”
April 14th, 2008 at 3:14 pm
I think you might just be old.
April 15th, 2008 at 5:45 pm
Oh my GOD! Chrisco In Da Disco may now really BE in the DISCO! (You wanna borrow my Barry Manilow album? You can, y’know.)